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Wednesday, January 4, 2012

BIOLOGICAL AND SOCIAL ENGINEERING…..FAGS AND FAT CHICS, “WHAT IN THE FUCK ARE YOU TRYING TO DO HERE”?.

It seems that the social engineering that is sweeping the nation is all little “out of sync”, as far as I am concerned. To me the government is putting a band aid on a shot gun wound.

In the City of San Francisco, it seems if a man has a little “freaky” side, or enjoys having sex with men most think he DOES NOT like women. This, in a lot of cases, is incorrect. I enjoy having sex with men and adore time with women, not necessarily in an intimate manner but that doesn’t mean that sex is out of the question.

Women have to understand that they make extremely bad decisions as far as car repairs, home improvements and things of the more masculine manner. Where as men, not all, but a large percentage of them, enjoy cooking, can do their own laundry and can even shop, even for clothes.

The women liberation movement of the 60’s & 70’s has given women this sense that they can survive without the accompaniment of a man. If they can, it is fine….I hope they have enough money for the education they need to get, in the “real” world.

Men on the other hand have found that they can get along fine without the accompaniment of a woman, and that has fueled a huge “gay” population. The problem is that the gay men are usually the really good looking ones with the “soft side”, you know the one women like and find appealing. Unlike the controlling, dominant one, that most of your more insecure men have, that have to control a woman with fear and intimidation.

The problem is that straight men find lesbian women very appealing, but most straight women and men find gay or bi-sexual men disgusting, which is why there is this huge social problem we have.

This also where the drug culture comes into play, where the female is controlled with either the addiction to the drug itself or the money the it generates and as long as the man keeps control of the supply of the drug and thus the money generated from it he controls his “bitch”.

This is also where the City of San Francisco thinks that a man that is unmarried and wants to have sex with a man, that he is his “bitch” and that is the main reason I will not develop a relationship with anyone in that city.

A famous quote by a woman that had been married for 72 years stated that what makes a successful relationship is not SEX, it is the ability to communicate with your partner…your significant other, whether male or female. She stated that after the sex is gone, the only thing you have left is talking to each other and when you communicate you find the other things that you can enjoy with each other.

When I personally have sex with a woman it is awkward and forced, with a man it is easy and satisfying. Woman have told me that I have to stop my behavior and they would date me…which is what most people think is the reason that I have failed on business. The problem women have is drama, children help keep the drama under control but can cause a lot of stress. Personally when I have sex with a male partner it is sexually satisfying and if there is an argument it is usually over in less than tem minutes and we have sex and I am sleeping within 30 minutes. With women if we have a disagreement it goes on for hours if not days and the sex is non-existent. I PERSONALLY HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THIS!!!!!

This is also what fuels the rise in the divorce rate and the more recent rise in “domestic violence” charges.

Couples have a hard time communicating with each other, and the control issue comes into play, and it usually gets out of control, hence the intervention of the police. One of the biggest reasons for relationship problems is money, and I do believe the government has engineered this into the social environment.


IF PEOPLE WOULD OBEY THE LAW AND KEEP THEIR FUCKING NOSE OUT OF MY BUSINESS, EVERYTHING WOULD BE FINE.

IF MY WIFE OR GIRLFRIEND WOULD BRING HOME A FRIEND FOR US “BOTH” TO ENJOY AND MY BOSS WOULD BE WILLING TO SIGN AN EMPLOYMENT AGREEMENT WITH ME…...

I WOULD SUCCEED.

BUT THEN THEIR WOULD BE NO “CONTROL” OF JACK…THIS IS WHY I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH PEOPLE THAT HAVE CONTROL ISSUES…

And WHY I DRAW A
$1,400.00 PER MONTH CHECK FROM THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT.
If my new therapist from Urban Housing & Health, Ms. Pam Swedlow, would get on

her audio implant and inform the masses of my request, we may be able to get on with something a little more productive, than the recent communication, or lack there of, we have been having.

SOCIAL STRUCTURING AND THE COLLAPSE OR “DOWN-SIZING” OF OUR FEDERAL GOVERNMENT

The citizens of the United States have let the government get totally out of control. The voting process, which is in place to ‘control’ government, has been undermined to the point where ‘control’ is no longer in the hands of those that need to make the decision, the “majority” of the masses.

We the people,have established a controlling entity, the Federal Government, for the issuance of services to supply the masses with the needed necessities to facilitate a civil social environment. It has gotten completely out of control. The Government has been hired, through the voting process, as stewards of “our” money, to maintain a civil social environment and it is NOT working any longer. The reason for this is, “GREED”…money, or rather the acquisition of it, has become a driving force in our social environment. Along with great wealth comes great power. People have been conditioned to think the have no value….power, without money. Power comes from your “character”, the distinguishing mark or trait in our personalities, that makes us the “individual” we are. And in a society, when we combine all of those unique traits in our personalities, we define ourselves a “race”. That definition is how “we” as a city, state, or nation, are viewed by others.

The New World Order is a good thing as long as that definition is a “civil” definition. One where we care for the needs of each other and foster and nurture a caring environment where positive outcomes are revealed and set into play for a future where we can thrive.

Giving back to your community is one of the ways you can make a positive impact on our future. The problem with this is, when you intervene with others in a social setting you usually let the individuals around you into your personal life. If people DO NOT allow you to grow as an individual, and foster the traits that add to a positive future, you will not allow your social environment to grow and evolve into that positive entity that we call a “future”, thus stagmenting growth, your evolution….into something more than you are, “your” higher power.

The Internet, and the “digital” age, has allowed people to exchange personal information about individual that DID NOT intend it to be public. This is the reason why people are becoming less “social” and, in the near future, are going to cease to evolve.

Artist create things of beauty, that evoke the imagination and intrigue individuals to the point of thought, the process of thinking, which is the fuel of invention, which is the seed of evolution.

Artists are not “forced” to inspire, they have found their nitch and have a “passion” for what they do.

People that look a what they do as a chore or a job, and get paid, become “complacent“, which is self-satisfied…I will do this and get paid this much.

People that have a passion for what they do inspire those around them and become “content”, contentment is being fully fulfilled, with the things that make up your “character”, your distinguishing mark.

Doing things that you love to do, that you have a passion for, gives you everything you need to be content, fully fulfilled, thus making you a civil and productive member social environment.

When an individual is content, fully fulfilled, they are happy.

Each individual can independently add their own positive element if they are allowed to find their nitch. When individuals are allowed to find their nitch they do not look at what they are doing as a job or chore, not something they “have” to do, but something they “want” to do. They will develop a passion for what they do, hence allow for growth and evolving into something more, instead of stagmenting their growth.

If this is allowed to happen, society will be civil, because there will be no “demand”. And the amount of goods and services will be unlimited, because it will be a naturally occurring…such as the growth of a plant. If you stagment growth, such as a fruit tree, it will not produce fruits, and if it does not its fruit, it will die.

The same is true for any living entity.

People seem to associate human “fruit” as offspring or children, which is the ultimate fruit. But anything that a living entity produces, that is beneficial to the social environment that it exists in is “fruit”. Look at pollen from flowers. Without bees, it would have no benefit to the environment it is in. Anything that an individual produces that is beneficial to environment, even a social environment, is a fruit.

When there is a demand for a commodity and the supply is not sufficient to fuel that demand there becomes a issue of control. Where the supplier is being forced to produce more. This has happened in American businesses and it has been the main cause of the American jobs being sent overseas, because of labor costs. When an individual is hired as an employee. They are asked to do a specific job or produce a set amount of product, at a set wage. Raises are usually given as a “cost of living” raise. An increase in pay is rarely based on performance. Performance raises are usually given as “bonuses”.

Employment agreements became popular in business but they also are in written form, which is a binding “legal contract”, and are subject to legal interpretation, which is done between attorneys in a court of law.

This can be extremely costly and since the corporate entity, the employer, is the one with the most to gain, it is usually the entity that is at fault “IF” the agreement comes into a court of law.


If an employee applies for a job and isn’t forced to work, thus not forced to sign an employment agreement, they are more than willing to perform within the guidelines of an agreement, which is usually oral, and NOT a legally binding “written“ contract.
If an employee applies for a job and is forced to sign an employment agreement, they are more willing to perform within the guidelines of the employment agreement, if they choose to sign it. It is a legally binding “written contract”, that is enforceable in a court of law. If they choose not to sign it, it usually means it is not “mutually beneficial” and usually means the money that is being offered is not worth the employees time and effort.

Employers have lied their asses off to their employees and have caused a trust issue with the individuals that are making them money.

The FEDERAL GOVERNMENT needs to understand that the largest workforce the world has ever seen, “Generation ‘X’”, the ‘baby boomers’ that are breaking the back of the Federal Government, because of mental and more so, social “disorders”, because of lying therapist, such as mine at Urban Housing & Health, Mr. Jason Blantz, and more recently Pamela Swedlow, of the same entity. We have been diagnosed as ‘sick’, which is absolutely correct….WE ARE SICK OF WORKING FOR NOTHING.

LET ME ADD HERE THAT “SOCIAL DISORDERS”, SUCH AS THE ONE I HAVE, BORDERLINE PEROSNALITY DISORDER”, ARE CAUSED BY SOCIAL DISORDER….IF YOU CAN NOT COMPRHEND WHAT THIS MEANS START READING FROM THE TOP OF THIS PAGE AGAIN.

What “we the people” have done is took control of being “stewards” of “our” money, through the SOCIAL SECURITY ADMINISTRATION, and given ourselves a job that we enjoy doing for a set amount of pay.

Companies that pay on a “piece-rate” are offering their employees an unwritten “employment agreement”, where as if production, or the amount of product, is raised or lowered, the employees wage raises or lowers, and the employee has the option to supplement their pay if needed. At times when production is lowered, they can spend less time at their jobs and seek employment, or another way, of making or saving money to adjust to their needs.

When our Government starts doing the job “we” hired them to do, and issuing the necessities that facilitate a civil environment, the people will start acting like a “civil society” and we will evolve into that higher entity…the FEDERAL GOVERNMENT is tormenting our growth.



IF THE FUCKING GOVERNMENT

CAN NOT
DO THE JOB WE HAVE HIRED THEM FOR,
AND WE CAN NOT “FIRE” THEM,
BECAUSE THE VOTING PROCESS
HAS BEEN UNDERMINED BY CORRUPTION IN POLITICS…
TELL THEM TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF “OUR” WAY
AND WE WILL DO IT OURSELVES,
OR
SIT ON YOUR FUCKING ASS UNTIL THEY DO.


CHECK OUT MY EMPLOYMENT “BLOG” AND SEE WHAT HAPPENED TO THE GREEDY FUCKING BASTARDS THAT I TRIED TO WORKED FOR AND DID A STELLAR JOB FOR…ALL OF THEM MADE MONEY WHILE I WORKED FOR THEM, BECAUSE OF THEIR GREED AND LYING I ENDED UP HOMELESS WITH A “SOCIAL DISORDER”

AND NOW DRAW A

$1,400.00 PER MONTH “SSDI” FEDERAL CHECK

WITH LOW-COST HEALTH INSURANCE.


AND YOU DUMB MOTHER FUCKER THINK I HAVE A MENTAL PROBLEM,

I’M SICK OF WORKING FOR LYING GREEDY BOSSES AND YOU ARE PAYING FOR IT.

I’M SMART AS A FUCKING WHIP, BUDDY.

EMPLOYMENT AGREEMENT SHOULD BE REQUIRED IN BUSINESS AND GOVERNED BY AN INDEPENDENT ENTITY SET UP BY WORKERS AT THAT PLACE OF BUSINESS. AND “ALL” WORKER SHOULD HAVE A VOTE AS TO THE GOVERNORS. AND ONCE A YEAR THE “EMPLOYMENT AGREEMENT” SHOULD BE EDITED AS TO THE “EMPLOYEES” DISCRETION.

THIS IS UNLIKE A UNION, BECAUSE IT IS ALL “IN HOUSE”, NO OUTSIDE ENTITY, AND IF THE COMPANY WANT TO HIRE OUTSIDE THE EMPLOYEE POOL, USE THE INTERNET TO PUT THE COMPANY OUT OF BUSINESS, OR THE HIRED WORKERS ON A LIST OF “DO NOT HIRE”.

TAKE BACK CONTROL OF “YOUR” MONEY, “YOUR” COMMUNITIES, AND “YOUR” JOBS.

AS I HAVE SAID BEFORE, WHEN SOMETHING BREAKS DOWN OR STOPS WORKING IT USUALLY NEEDS A LITTLE MAINTENANCE.

PEOPLE USUALLY THINK MAINTENANCE IS A LITTLE LUBRICANT, WHICH IS WHAT THE PUTTET-MASTERS USED MONEY FOR.

OUR GOVERNMENT, AND MORE IMPORTANTLY, OUR SOCIAL ENVIRONMENT, NEEDS A COMPLETE “OVERHAUL”, THEN “WE” NEED TO MAINTAIN IT PROPERLY.

Friday, December 30, 2011

Since the Chinese Government, or more appropriately the Asian Mafia, is the entity carrying the United States’ immense financial burden, they “are” the people in the State of California and other states that have a vested interest in how the individuals on Social Security spend “their” money. Also too, recently on the news they have made reports of how they are infiltrating our country from both coasts, hmmmm.

Personally I could care fucking less, I’ll show them an efficient and common-sense way to eat rice.

NOT WITH FUCKING CHOP STICKS…USE A FUCKING SPOON/

When the “underground” was trying to help Jack, trying to make a sex video so they could post it on the “Dark Internet”, the one you have to hit the “shift” and “F2” keys at the same time to access, so I could get a hooker that would satisfy my sexual desires. Or a meth-dealing pimp, to pimp me out as a fag to the illegal sex trade.

This help would have been just fine, but, what I did not like was when they pulled out the alcohol, the speed, the bubble pipe, and then started filming.

ONLY A FUCKING IDIOT, LIKE MY SHRINK, JASON BLANTZ, OR THE CUNT, JILIAN CLARK, WOULD DEEM THIS “APPROPRIATE”.

I FUCKED IT UP…LIKE ANY RATIONAL INDIVIDUAL WOULD, WITH COMMON-SENSE AND A MORAL CONCIOUS THAT WANTED TO MAINTAIN THEIR




“CHARACTER AND INTEGRITY“.

When I derailed all their attempts to “help” me, that is when they, the State of California’s Government, started trying to poison me by shoving poison up my ass during acts of sex and putting it in the drugs they were selling me. And Mr. Michael Arrajj of Urban Housing & Health told me that it was “their” Government that made them do this.

ALL I WANTED YOU DUMB MOTHER FUCKERS TO DO WAS FIND ME A JOB…DIDN’T MATTER WHETHER IT WAS ILLEGAL OR NOT.

I JUST WANTED TO KNOW “EXACTLY” WHERE THE MONEY WAS AT, IF IT WAS NOT IN MY POCKET.


AND DUMBASS JOSH WOULD NOT TELL ME…REMENBER THE NON-PROFIT FOR THE BIKES??

Oh Josh and let’s not forget Bob at the funeral home in Pacifica….1-415-286-4415<<<<<thought I would forget...
THE EBINGHAUS MEMORY RETENTION CURVE


I’ll talk about Bi Barber here in a “blog” soon, Bob set me up on a date with him and he had some interesting suggestions to me. The funny thing is, I think he is in prison after you assholes helped his ass.

He was on a third offense meth-amphetamine charge. His occupation was an accountant. Considering whim he may have been working for…well, it doesn’t surprise me. What?….Was he noticing too much, lol.

And guess what…..HE’S GAY TOO.

When I told Ms. Jilian Clark and that dumb fucking nigger, Charles Jones, that managed the Apollo Hotel, that I was finding a crystal substance in my food, I thought it was poison, but I do believe it was “salt peter” to calm my libido down.

This constant lying that these dickheads continually did, and are still doing, is why I am posting this on the Internet and it is also a record in case of any future need for “documentation” of this information.

It is also something to occupy my time, since I have nothing else to do and…IT IS HELLA FUCKING FUN TO WATCH YOU SWEAT.

IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SETTLE WITH SOME MONETARY COMPENSATION I WILL GLADLY TAKE THE MONEY AND DO SOMETHING ELSE…HOW MUCH DO YOU WANT TO PAY ME ASSHOLES???


IF NOT I WILL BE SITTING IN MY SPARE TIME AND RECALLING SOME OF THE MORE MEMORABLE AND INTERESTING DUMB SHIT YOU HAVE DONE, OR TRIED TO DO, AND WILL WRITE ABOUT IT, AS I HAVE HERE.


A JOB YOU DOMBASS DICKHEADS, AND THE MONEY GOES IN “MY” POCKET….OKAY.


AND THE SSDI CHECK STAYS IN PLACE TOO.

The problem with these dickheads on the streets is they all keep telling me, as did sister Anne at St. Dominic’s Catholic Church, that I should be working and that I should be concerned with Social Security being broke when they are able to draw it.

Social Security told me that unless my knee injury becomes a mobility problem they will not operate on it because it is cheaper for them to pay my disability then it would be to operate and pay for the rehabilitation.

Now volunteering is something I would entertain doing but I personally have not met anyone that has sufficient intellect to supervise Jack. So if you have something in mind that you would like to “TALK ABOUT” and would like to “show me what I am working with”, I will consider it.

BUT YOU ASSHOLES HAVE A PROBLEM TALKING TO WITH JACK….SO FUCK OFF….AT LEAST TILL YOU START TALKING.

THE FINACIAL PUPPET-MASTERS OF THE CALIFORNIA BASED “BOHEMIAN GROVE” AND THE ORCHESTRATION AND CRASH OF THE HOUSING MARKET AND WHOM IS BAILING IT OUT


I was never good at putting together puzzles or mathematics but I was very good at “dot-to-dot”, connecting the dots. Combined with too much common-sense, as my dumbass therapist says I have, and “my noticing too much”, as my therapist has also said, this is a “NO BRAINER”.


NOW STOP AND FUCKING THINK PEOPLE.

As I have stated in a previous “blog”, I worked for Nashville Lumber and one of their customers was PULTE HOMES, one of the largest, if not “thee” largest, home builders in the United States.

PULTE HOMES is a California based company.

COUNTRY WIDE MORTAGE is the mortgage lender that is being investigated by the Federal Government for predatory lending practices that lead to the collapses of the housing market in our nation.

COUNTRY WIDE MORTGAGE is a California based company.

BANK OF AMERICA is the bank that bought out/up Country Wide Mortgage, including it’s debt. Then the Federal Government bailed out all of the banks that were on the verge of folding under the enormous monetary load of their outstanding debt, with TAX DOLLARS, generated by the already strapped American workers.

BANK OF AMERICA is a California based company.




CONNECT THE DOTS HERE PEOPLE….I’LL GI VE YOU A HINT.


THEY ARE ALL WRITTEN IN “BLUE”.





What is hard for me to understand here is all the warnings I gave the individuals in the Bay Area about their behavior and you still failed to heed my warnings. And even more amazing is WHY you just didn’t leave me alone building bikes in my storage and my room at the Apollo Hotel and send over someone for sex, that didn’t’ have an “agenda” and buy the bikes at the $150.00 price tag that I offered them to you for.


The reason I am so independent and like to work alone is…….well let me put it like this.

SEE WHAT CAME OUT OF OUR “TEAMWORK”, THIS IS WHAT IT HAS DONE?

DUMB ASS MOTHER FUCKERS, AND I WARNED YOU NUMEROUS OCASSIONS .

Does anyone here notice that I DO NOT enjoy sitting around on my ass and doing nothing. I am sitting on my ass, but since I don’t have a job because nobody wants a really intelligent, and perceptive faggot working for them, I am working on this web page. I am extremely aggravated at a multitude of people and I drank alcohol, in the past, to control anger, but I quit about 6 years ago. This is how I vent, I talk about things, such as I am doing here.



IT IS GREAT THERAPY FOR ME….HOW DOES IT AFFECT YOU?

 


THE WOMAN IN MY LIFE THAT I LOVED AND HOW I SPENT THE CHRISTMAS OF 2011.

On October 10 of 2009 I had a sister, Stacy, pass away under suspicious circumstances, it was deemed as heart failure. I was staying at a shelter in San Jose California waiting on housing. I had left my housing in the city of San Francisco from what is commonly known as a “conspiracy theory” and my therapist’s director, Michael Arrajj, of Urban Housing & Health, told me that it is indeed a government conspiracy and they are forced into their behavior by the government.

I had not seen my sister in almost 12 years, she had not been doing well after she lost her husband to liver failure in Florida. When she passed I told my family that I would not be attending the funeral because I did not want to see my sister in a coffin, I have fond memories of her in my heart.

Three weeks after my sister death, my father was diagnosed with Parkinson’s Disease and over the last two years has become somewhat of a burden to my mother, his wife of 57 years, and other members of the family.

My mother needed to have surgery on her foot. The bones in both of her feet had worn the cushion of tissue on the bottom of her feet and the bones were literally on the skin. After having surgery on her feet she was having problems with the wounds healing from poor circulation, which has been compounded by smoking.

The infection had gotten so bad that my mother had to be put in an Intensive Care Unit, and the doctor stated that on her admittance to the hospital that she might not make it through the evening. Along with the infection, she had also not been eating well because of stress, and she was suffering from malnutrition. After two months in the hospital she was released to come back home.

The fact that my family doesn’t act like much of a “family” is the main cause of most of this. They have an immense co-dependency on each other but the love, care and compassion that is essential in a “family” just isn’t there. My mother has ALL of the love, care and compassion that a family needs and the proof of that is my parents have been married for 57 years and have had four children and we have our faults, but have been productive members of society.

The circulatory problem was from a clogged artery in her leg and after about a year of difficulties with the healing the doctors went in to try to unclog the artery. The doctors informed us, the family, that the operation was most sensitive. Unlike veins, which carry blood back to the heart, an artery is what carries blood from the heart and are much larger and have a higher pressure than a vein. The operation went quite well and my mother, after a week in the hospital had come home. Her instructions from her doctor were to stay off her feet until her wound healed and then she could resume her normal activity.

For the two years during these medical issues I had traveled back and forth from the Bay Area to Michigan to care for my mom and dad.

Since my parents are up in age, dad is 82 and my mother is 76, and in somewhat ailing health, and I’m unsure of their longevity. And the fact that I haven’t spent the time I should have, mourning and spending time with my deceased sister and the things that we enjoyed throughout our lives…my parents have lived in the same house they currently live in since 1964, and it contains all the things us children enjoyed growing up, I decided to go up and nurse my mother back to health, help my father get through the winter months and enjoy what may be one of the last holidays I may have with my family.

After an extremely enjoyable time with my mother, and a somewhat troubling time with my father, brother and sister I was rather apprehensive to see the holidays pass and to get back to the Bay Area and pursue my housing, which has been most difficult, and get on with the prospects of employment and contact an attorney about suing my therapist, his employer, Urban Housing & Health, and the city of San Francisco.

I might add here that I had quit drinking about 6 years ago, but being around my family and the stress that comes from my intervention with them caused a drinking problem in the past and I told my mother that I was about ready to go to the bar and “tie one on” because of the behavior of the family. She begged me not to start drinking again and I promised her I would not.

The problem occurred on December 10th, I was at my parents home and my mother had been home from the hospital for about two weeks and her and my father had been having an argument. As I sat upstairs maintaining these web pages I was a little irritated that I had come back to spend the holidays with my family…a time of the year that is to be joyous and festive and to be spent with family and friends. After about 20 minutes of arguing I went downstairs to see my fathers walker laying in the living room and my mother had stated that my father threw it in from the dining room. My father had walked over to pick it up as I descended the staircase and I spoke in a soft, but firm voice and told both of my parents that I had heard enough and that the speed of my mother’s recovery was dependant on keeping the level of stress in the home at a minimum and my mother fell silent and I told my father to get into the dining room where he sat and watched television, which he did.

I returned upstairs and immediately I heard another exchange of argumentative comments, which for the moment I dismissed. Just as I sat down at the desk my mother yelled my name and said, “Jackie, Jackie, come downstairs….hurry.”

When I descended the stairs again I found the living room chair tipped over and my father and mother yelling at each other. I came down into the living room, put the chair in an upright position and closed the inside front door and pointed my finger at my father and told him, “Shut your fucking mouth and get your ass out there in that God Damn chair.”

He grabbed my finger with both of his hands and tried to break my finger. I curled my finger up around his and he release his grip. My mother was in absolute shock at my father’s behavior and my father retreated to his chair, but not before he threatened to call the police on me. My mother was in absolute shock and I told both of them that I would be the one calling and at least one of them would go to a “home”, and my ass would be leaving for San Francisco….a forced calm with intense tension come over the room and I retreated to the upstairs.

I brought $630.00 worth or receipts down, they were from supporting the family while my mother was in the hospital, because she controls the money in the house. I told both of them that if they deposited the money in my bank account I would leave as soon as they did, and reiterated that I had my fill of their behavior and would not spend the holidays with anyone, let alone people I loved, that acted like that.

My therapist, Jason Blantz, of Urban Housing & Health, of San Francisco, gave me a medical marijuana card for pain and stress, and medical marijuana is legal in the state of Michigan. The problem is I lived in Niles Michigan and the nearest dispensary for medication is in Kalamazoo Michigan, about 75 miles away.

I have requested that my therapist prescribe valiums when I go back to Michigan but he refuses, and his reasoning behind this is because he states that he can’t practice medicine in Michigan and I have told him all he has to do is call it in to a local, San Francisco Walgreens, and tell them the patient will pick it up in Michigan because he is on vacation. He has prescribed valiums for me in the past and I voluntarily gave up the medication because I no longer needed them and they are highly addictive. His refusal is because he is an extremely unethical and unprofessional psychiatrist and his clinic, Urban Housing & Health is involved in a GOVERNMENT CONSPIRACY, and I have uncovered him and his clinics behavior and involvment in it.

On December 12th after getting breakfast finished and the kitchen cleaned up and what I needed to do done, I told the family I was leaving for some personal quiet time….at the Colonial Bar.

My sister was in the kitchen and ask where I was going and I told her, “out”. She knew where I was going and I left by myself and stopped by the store to get cigarettes before I walked the short way to the tavern. As I exited the store she met me at the door as she was coming in and asked if she could come with me. She was on probation and was not to be drinking and I knew it but she is 47 years old and I was in no mood to argue with anyone.

When we got to the bar we had drinks and I played some billiards and ran into about a dozen old friends that I had not seen in decades and had a very good time.

When we got home my father got very irritated that I had the nerve to come back to his house after drinking and that it was my fault that “his” daughter was drunk. I was in no mood to explain anything to him and was going upstairs to listen to music. He continued arguing with me until it had escalated to a violent argument involving the entire family. My father called the police, which I was fine with. My sister who was not to be drinking left the premises because if the police found her to be drinking she would be in violation of her probation and arrested. I had done nothing wrong but the police usually don’t leave without someone in handcuffs and after speaking to my father they came upstairs and arrested me for domestic violence. Come to find out later my father had lied to the police to keep my sister out of jail and didn’t think they would arrest me. My mother was in shock when they came down the stairs with me in handcuffs and was sobbing, begging the police not to arrest her son…my father said nothing.

I was in jail for 9 days because I had a “no contact order” against me and couldn’t not go back to the home of my parents because my father was living there. I couldn’t bond out at that time either because I was to be on tether and I had nowhere to stay with a ‘land-based” phone line for the tether. I had to get an attorney to get the conditions eliminated to get released.

ON DECEMBER 17th, WHILE I WAS IN JAIL, MY MOTHER DIED.

From the stress of the family and the lack of my presence and my attention and care I paid to make sure my mother was well, she had some spotting of blood at her wound sight and should have went to the hospital, but my mother didn’t want to go to the hospital and my father is a fucking idiot and has control issues, so he didn’t want her to go. As the spotting got worse no one noticed and as my father sat 12 foot away from my mother in the dining room, my mother sat in the living room in her chair and bleed to death.

THE BERRIEN COUNTY SHERRIFF’S DEPARTMENT TURNED THE PHONE OFF IN MY CELL SO I COULD NOT CALL MY FAMILY AS THEY DID NOT WANT ME TO FIND OUT UNTIL AFTER I GOT BONDED OUT.

THE “BIO-CHIP” AUDIO IMPLANTS, THE “UNDERGROUND“, THE STATE GOVERNMENT AND GOOGLE’S TRACKING APPLICATIONS

The Federal Government is investigating GOOGLE for privacy issues concerning their applications that track individuals whereabouts.

It is a well known, and well documented fact that there are bio-chip audio implants in a majority of the individuals, most of which are ex-military and ex-prisoners.

      GOOGLE the following subjects:

            Bio-chip audio implants

            Conspiracy Theory



Or read the book - “CONSPIRACIES AND SECRET SOCIETIES ‘THE COMPLETE DOSSIER’”

Numerous times in the Bay Area individuals have asked to use my phone and I have heard them say, “What is the ‘root’ certificate?” Speaking not to me but asking a question to whomever. That is when I noticed the audio implants. This is the conspirators compiling information about the masses. They change the root certificates on your phones to pirate your information and steal your identity.

I am not sure that this is GOOGLE, but they are using the software and applications that GOOGLE has engineered to pirate information from the masses at large.

What I have noticed though is that the people they are doing this to are the recipients of Government benefits. This is typical behavior of the individuals of the Bohemian Grove and the Conspiracy Theory to collapse our Government and break the back of the working class of hard working Americans.

The social workers of the State of California and in particular the Bay Area, can classify an individual as incompetent and psychotic and then the State of California has just generated a $1,000.00 of income into their economy, while the rest of the country is going broke fueling their economy with tax-payers hard earned money.

Monday, December 12, 2011

TORMENTOR'S & TEACHER'S

Michael Fell was at my house and when I told him I wouldn't do a fucking thing for the individuals at the library...the "live-in-the-moment, self-indulgents", of the Bay Area, he said, "Well you better buy weed from us." That is why my therapist gave me a medical marijuana card.
When I got pissed off at their thieving nature and behavior, I would look at them as tormentors.
One day at the library in Frisco, I thought well if it's help they are giving me. Maybe you should look at them as teachers. What are they trying to teach me, beside patience and what kind of fucking dickheads they are.
I learned alot "from" them, and obviously way too much "about" them....right Jason.
Now niggaz, time for you to stop looking at me as a tormentor and look at me as a teacher.

ARE YOU READY TO LEARN, IF SO JACK WILL STOP SITTING ON HIS ASS.
REMEMBER Ms. CLARK, WHEN MICHAEL FELL TOLD YOU
TO GIVE ME SOME INFORMATION
AND YOU SAID YOU WOULD NOT AND
I HAD TO MAKE ALL THESE DECISIONS BY MYSELF
WELL TIME TO MAKE A DECISION.
BUT NOT ME....YOU.
ARE YOU PEOPLE READY TO LISTEN TO JACK AND LEARN?
IF SO IT IS TIME FOR JACK TO GET UP OFF HIS ASS AND ALL OF US CAN MAKE SOME MONEY....OKAY.


IF NOT I WILL CONTINUE TO BLOG AND YOU CAN CONTINUE TO READ
TILL YOU ARE READY TO KILL ME, OKAY.

WHAT DO "YOU" WANT TO DO.?

THAT IS WHAT YOU, Ms. CLARK AND THAT BITCH, CINDI RUSSELL ASKED ME. 

If you are not ready to listen and learn, so be it, it is your decision.
My disabilities, both physical and social, are INCURABLE.
My case also went in front of the Oakland review board, and accepted on the first try...unless Jason wants to admit he lied on the fucking thing.
So my check is guaranteed till I die, or Social Security is broke.

I AM GOING TO BUY A SERVER AND POST THIS ON MY OWN SERVER AND TRY TO SUE YOUR ASS OFF, UNLESS YOU HAVE A BETTER IDEA....LIKE A GOOD PAYING JOB AND A 10" COCK....OR Ms. CLARK LETS ME SKULLFUCK HER ON CAMERA.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO PEOPLE.??

Oh, and btw, I don't have a pot card anymore so I will not buy weed from any of you either...but you can give it to me for free, lmfao.
Or you can deal with my bad fucking attitude, whenever he comes around, okay?

DON'T HATE THE PLAYA NIGGAZ...HATE THE GAME.!!!!!!!!